Art
Trauma Wounds
This body of work was born out of an assignment to create a series of distorted self-portraits. The unprocessed trauma I was carrying in body had reached a boiling point and something about observing my reflection on distorted surfaces and recording these impressions felt closer to the truth than other more “accurate” self-portraits I had made in the past. It was only years later, after becoming a psychotherapist- that I would come to find out that great Psychotherapists of the past like Carl Jung, had spoken about the inner fragmentation that takes place in psychological conflict and experiences of trauma. The fragmentation felt palpable to me at the time, and once again- I found healing through giving it expression on paper. This work also alludes to my intuitive awareness of the multiplicity of the human psyche- a concept that I was formally introduced to many years later through my training in Internal Family Systems (IFS).
Bone Tired
After my directionless year of escaping into creative bliss, reality started to kick in and I knew I had to make some choices. But I also knew I wasn’t ready to fully enter the workforce so, I chose to embark in art school at GA State while continuing to serve tables. I felt very alone during this time of my life and also emotionally and physically exhausted. During this season, I found a lot of inspiration in the work of artists like Maja Ruznic and Marlene Dumas. These ghostly figures felt like the truest representation of how I felt inside at time and being able to put that down on paper felt like medicine to my system.
Almost Got Lost in a Dream
During my early 20’s I felt wholly overwhelmed by the pain I carried within me (which at the time I didn’t understand but now know this was related to the transgenerational trauma and emotional abuse I had been experiencing for many years of my life) and helplessly disillusioned by the systems of the world around me. After graduating from undergrad, I felt directionless, burnt out and unmotivated to move towards any of the career options laid out before me. I coped with this by diving headfirst into art making for the next year without any real plan or goal and simply allowing myself to escape into a fantastical world of visual euphoria. This collection of works was born out of that.